I am so nervous for school to start. This year is going to be completely different from last year, but I'm still not convinced that it will be any better. I just don't feel like a teacher, and the more teachers I meet, the stronger this feeling gets. I've been thinking about what I'm going to do after I get my masters degree in May. If this school year goes well, I'll probably be really excited to continue teaching, probably at the high school level. If it doesn't go well, I don't want to get stuck doing something that I don't really love. I've been thinking about going to pharmacy school, maybe even med school. I could go to nursing school, but I've never really liked the idea of being a nurse. If I do decide to go back to school AGAIN, that means more student loans, which doesn't really bother me because I have this awful attitude that student loans don't count and I'll never have to pay them back.
A few days ago I would have never written a blog post like this, but someone told me to write more, which really came as a surprise because I keep thinking that no one reads this because it is the biggest waste of a blog EVER.
I wish I had something more interesting to post than this video of my cats which is already on Facebook :(
And a picture of what I'm looking at right now.
1 comment:
Awww, you are not a waste of a blog. I often feel the same way about my own blog, but people are always telling me to keep writing and to post what I am truly thinking because they really do care. You should do the same.
Also, I hope you find something you are truly passionate about. Sometimes when there is something you really want to be, you end up working so hard for it that you forget you were supposed to have fun doing it in the first place. If that just made any sense, think about why you wanted to become a teacher. You know, I bet there are students out there who would consider themselves really lucky to have you. My dad is a math teacher and the thing he loves most is when a student finally "gets it." He used to really love helping kids out and seeing them solve problems and slowly becoming more confident in themselves.
I was just clicking the "next blog" button over and over again...the only things coming up were either extremely strange or not in English but then I stumbled upon your blog, read it, liked it and thought I'd leave a comment. =]
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